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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
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12:27 pm - 2008!!
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Wow 2008... can you believe it!
Living and working in Bristol UK, still single ha ha still drink eat and shag too much.. hmm not alot changes hey!
Kell xoxo
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| Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
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10:37 am - 2007
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Well hello hello...
Again it has been a while indeed! I am currently in Aus chillin at my parents house enjoying the sun and fun..I work for Contiki Tours as a tour manager which is just brilliant!
Still single and struggling to embrace independence and self entertainment skills! You know me love being in love!
I just spent a couple of great days with a Contiki client mate called Malcolm.. Hes a top bloke.. he trusts me with so much of his heart ache and thoughts i feel very priviledged. I dont know what came over me but i told him about B and what he had done to me (F*CK!!)
Why is it i always get picked as the buddy that puts out as apposed to ohh Kells would make a brill girlfriend..
Im on a lifesyle change which is going well so far ive lost 5kg and have 6 weeks to get where i want to be.. not too hard at all!
well i just thought id write in you to stop myself from writing something very stupid to Malcolm..
Love and kisses
Kellxoxoxoxo
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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10:11 am - Me...
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Well it has been a very very long time...
I am currently living in Manchester England.. its pissing down just for something different and i cant wait to go home for a bit...
Ok fill in a couple of years shall i... I have been living in England for 3 years now have traveled all throughout have been over to europe all over loved it!! the most amazing places in the world well that i've seen so far..
Recently broke up with my current boyfriend of 1 & 1/2 years he cheated on me at Christmas only a kiss but hey "it stated with a kiss" (HAHA) Sort of worked out well anyway it just wasnt happening for me... as lovely as being with a 21yr old northern irish boy was.. a womens gotta do what a womens gotta do..
Still madly in love with a Mr Warren Woad but got shat on for the last time over the weekend.. and i need to keep reminding myself he's a w*nker.. cause he is...very delicious w*nker but a w*nker.. yes kelly remember that..W*NKER!
Going back to Aus for a month or so clear my head and get ready for the next part of the Kelly Taylor saga.. i think Dublin is calling.. then maybe canada then maybe back to Europe.. who knows, it feels good to be able to just do any of it though i must say..
Off to Italy for a week at the start of June so looking forward to that.. then home time..
Well i better head off and do some work
Kells xo
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| Friday, November 9th, 2001
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4:01 pm
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Hey ..well it's been soooo long since i've written in you, god where do i start??
OK well, i now live in Sydney, with Mark..who may i say is totally in his prime...suprise suprise!! GAYVILLE!! it makes me happy though cause he is sooo happy!! We live in a cool appartment, which is sloly getting more and more complete, slowly!
I am in love with this beautiful lovely gorgeous ohhh what else describes him!! His name is Waren he is 21 (ohh younger man) he is English and he is ohhh!!!!
I'm working and liking it, alot of hard work but liking!!
Really cant think...too excited, it's Friday!!
Love Kell xoxo
current mood:  excited
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| Thursday, September 13th, 2001
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12:37 pm
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Hidiho!! well it's been ages since I've made an entry, things have been really busy here trying to get everything organised and that, holy shit man!! Ohh yeah I don't know if I told you about this but...OMG he he he I dragged Arnie out by her hair and threw her down the stairs at Geckos ha ha ha she is the biggest C*nt living but I showed her whos boss!! BITCH!!!
Well I finish work here 2mrw!! woohoooo I so cant wait, i've been staying at Tina and Dt's this week and will stay there for the rest of my time here!! Best nights sleep ever!
Havent seen much of Marky, but it's really cool cause we talk every day and then when we do get together it's all good, but I hadn't seend him at all this week until last nighta and I really missed him!! heaps!! But it's all good cause soon he will be there 24/7 yaaaayy!!!!
Kell xoxoxo
current mood: ecstatic
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| Wednesday, September 5th, 2001
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2:00 pm
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Its Wednesday today, mum and dad were meant to get back today but they changed their flight to 2mrw..ohh what a pitty!! he h I love them with all my heart and that but they do my F'n head in!!!!
Haven't really been doing much at all, which has been good but bad cause I've got so much to do!! Just lazy I guess!!
Going away dinner this weekend...should be good, no doubt we will be blind!!
Not feeling very talkative
Later Kell xoxo
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| Tuesday, September 4th, 2001
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4:42 pm
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It's Tuesday the 4th of September, I've only got two more weeks till I go and I'm really excited but still scared, I have been talking to this guy Marc, who lives in brissy and as a spur of the moment thing I asked him ro come along with me and now it looks like it's going to happen!!! We get along really well, well as much as you can when you've only spoken to them like, four times and heard their voice once..ha ha I know I'm crazy!! I really have a great feeling about this!! Now I'm actually looking forward to the drive....GOD I"M MENTAL!!!
OK I'm going to take a breath now and think about exactly what I'm doing, I chatted to a guy in Brissy and next thing he was talking about how he wanted to see WA and get out of Brissy for a while, and then I was like hey come with me...and he was like ..umm how much to fully there? he he and now if Mark agrees, they're gonna go halves in the flight cost and he is gonna come with me!!! ha ha ha!!! WOW hey!!
Lovin life and my best friend!!!
Kell xoxoxo
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| Monday, September 3rd, 2001
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9:46 am
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Hey ..well holy shit is all I've got to say!! OK where do I start?? It's just Mark and I going to Brissy together now...Long story but it all comes down to Tara being a completely different person to what we thought she was...I think that sums it up pretty much!
I am leaving in like 17 days!! AAAHhhhhhhhh I'm really nervous!! But yet REALLY excited!!! woooohooooo.... I'm still driving by myself....??
Write more later...
Kell oxox
current mood: high
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| Friday, August 31st, 2001
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3:03 pm
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Ok...well hasn't shit been hitting the fan here, Tara cracked a total mental sad and did some bad stuff so Mark and I had a conference and we both totally agree with our way of thinking and we're sticking by our guns!! She has to pay her own way or no go! I can't look after her financially as well as me! NO WAY And really she shouldn't of just assumed that I would just do that.
God it's funny how things change!! I totally adored Tara, I thought she was this really cool fun happy chick with her shit goin on..but it's not all as it seems apparently..
WOOOOO HOOOOO not long now!!! Got to drive by myself but you get that, I'll just be super careful! Take my time, stay near others..all that crap...
Kell Power!!
Kell xoxoxoxoxo
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| Thursday, August 30th, 2001
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9:06 am
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Hey you, well I'm in a great mood today, don't know exactly why I just am...and quite frankly I'm loving it!! I think it's cause I had a wicked sleep!
Not long at all now till we head off, one of my mates said if we needed a place to crash when we first get there that it was cool to crash at his place!! woo hooo!! Great guy! I am sooo excited about this move, it's like this total new fresh beginning for me and I know that Mark is thinking exactly the same, I can really see us making it over there!!! HOW EXCITING!!
Work has been really flat out, I'm trying to get everything in order for when mum and dad get back (YAY:( ) I really quite dreading seeing them, they're not the supporting type and always look at the negative side of things when it comes to anything I do, but I'll show them!!!!!! With saying that though, I'm not doing anything just to "show them" I'm doing everything FOR ME!! I'm not a selfish person don't get me wrong, but when I lived down in Geraldton they were so angry and hateful towards me because I wasn't in Karratha running they're business, with they're little Lloydy..Ahhh!!! nope not for me!! Fucked if I was going to stay here and do something I didn't like for the rest of my life in "Karratha" YEAH RIGHT!!
I am really totally positive about this move and this is definitely the most organised move I've ever done! not my usual pack up the car and piss off quickly trick!! he he..
BRISSY HERE WE COME...YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!!
Kell xoxoxoxo
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| Wednesday, August 29th, 2001
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12:49 pm
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Well today I'm feeling F'n Fantastic, a little worried about the money side of things, but otherwise just really really EXCITED!! Once we get there, Tara and I will have a bit of a look around for a place but I think that we might wait for Marcus.....
Spoke to Az today, it has gone passed the point of hanging on his every word now so it's all good!! It was just real nice to have a yarn with him.
GOD I AM SOO EXCITED!!!!!
Kell xoxoxoXOXOXO
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| Tuesday, August 28th, 2001
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1:02 pm
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Hey well today has been ok, only 20 days till we go now and it's only me and Tara driving, which sucks but Mark has to stay on longer, I would of gone crazy if I had to of stayed longer!! So we mapped out the trip last night and we leave on the 17th.
So much going through my head, I feel ok about the whole Aaron thing one minute and then it bites me on the ass the next!! IT SUCKS!! but I'll handle it!
Mum and Dad get back from their trip on the 5th, so that'll be interesting! (ohh yay!!)
Well I can't think of much else to say so ....later xox
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| Wednesday, August 22nd, 2001
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11:46 am
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I CANT BELIEVE HOW EMOTIONAL I AM RIGHT NOW I JUST KEEP BURSTING INTO TEARS, I HATE THIS BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS CRAP BEFORE I FEEL BETTER ...SO I'LL JUST GO THROUGH THIS AND THEN I MIGHT FEEL BETTER IN A WHILE....I JUST HATE THIS EMPTY LOST FEELING THAT I'VE GOT INSIDE, WHY DID HE HAVE TO SAY ALL THAT BEAUTIFUL STUFF, I WAS SO DETIREMINED TO BE STAUNCH AND JUST LEAVE, BUT HEY I DIDNT CRY WHEN I LEFT, HUH FAT LOT OF GOOD THATS DOING ME NOW
OHH I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND LET ME CRY IN THERE ARMS AND THEM TO TELL ME EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK
XO
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11:26 am
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IM IN A REALLY CRAPPY MOOD, I HATE THE WAY I AM AT THE MOMENT!! ALL I WANT IS TO BE OUT OF HERE, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT! FUK FUK FUK!!! I AM SO OVER THIS SHIT!! I HATE THIS CRAPPY C*NT OF A FEELING!
SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEEEAAAAASE
K XOXOXO
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9:53 am
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Well where do I start, went down for army and that was on and off good, made two great friends!! Az picked me up on Sunday and he was all hung over and stuff so we stayed in and slept and that. Monday Ben came and picked me up, we had THE BEST day ever!! Shopped shopped shopped and then went out and PARTIED!! great night. huge come down on Tuesday though, I just hated the world, you know the usual story! he he... Az went out and I stayed at his place, he got home at 3 or 4 or something and he was saying the most beautiful things, but I can't do the whole keeping in touch thing, it would hurt too much!
So forwards and onwards... ohhh I hate this feeling, but I need to do this!
ONLY 36 more days!!!
kell xoxoxo
current mood: drained
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| Thursday, August 16th, 2001
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10:34 am
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Hey ...well I'm a bit cranky today, had a really shitty sleep BAD dreams and stuff, I haven't had dreams like that for years! I know why I'm having them and I know who because of, Aaron has been really weird lately it feels like he really doesn't want to see me and when I ask him what's wrong he just gets shittier, I know he must have heaps on his mind and that but I don't deserve to be on the receiving end of it! I just want our last couple of days together to be really nice and fun, not cop all this mood crap! I am so confused by him!
Mark and I have been looking at real estate and that so we're starting to get a bit organized! ha! I might even start packing soon! shit there is soo much to do ! and as slow as this week has gone the over all time is going fast! It'll be here before we know it! Which is so great!! A whole new start with the two people who mean soooo much to me.
I could really use some inner strength right now....
Kellxxoxooxo
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| Wednesday, August 15th, 2001
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9:27 am
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Hey...well it's Wednesday and the week is going so damn slow it's not funny!! I spoke to Az last night and he really doesn't sound very happy at all!! I keep asking him if something's wrong and that pisses him off, but he just doesn't seem himself, maybe it's the whole big move....who knows, I just know that I can't wait to hold him close! I am really looking forward to seeing him, I've got heaps to say and not enough time to say it in!
Been looking at real estate this morning, it's all so confusing, mainly because I don't have a clue about where everything is in Brissy, and where I will be working....but we'll get there! Got to start updating my resume and that so more stuff to get organized! Ahhh!! its all good though!! CANT WAIT!!
Only 43 more days!
xoxo
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| Tuesday, August 14th, 2001
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5:11 pm
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Well Tara is staying, which I am sooo happy about, and so is Marky. I had a chat to Ben today, god I miss him heaps! He asked about the whole Aaron thing and I told him that ...well you know what I told him and he said go for it Big Kevie!! Just listen to your heart and go for it! So I'm going to go down there and let Aaron know how I feel and have a couple of fantastic days and just love having him while I can and then...well and then go on with everything that's going on in my life.
I wrote him a e-mail today just saying that I really enjoyed myself and that I am sorry for being so full on and said that I'd tell him why when I had him face to face, which I have every intention of doing! I am nervous but at the same time I know that it has to be said.
Love Kell xoxoxo
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9:42 am
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I need to get a grip!! I'm letting this Aaron thing run my everything, I get so stupidly worked up over the smallest things, it's sooo dumb of me! I just need to take a deep breathe and relax. I've got my whole life to go, with thousands of people to meet and fall in love with and here I am tying my everything up in this one person, a beautiful person he is and I adore him to bits, but lets face it we're both going into new paths and at the moment I'm not sure that there's any more room for anyone "special" on my path or even any room on his.
I love being in love and I love being loved, but if it's going to make me unhappy while doing it then I should just take a step back and enjoy having him as a friend and then at least I can love him forever....ohh my god I said the word...I have this urge to erase it but it's been so long since I've said that about anyone I think I might leave it there, one because I know I mean it and two because it feels good to be able to say it again! I don't know how deep it is, but I know it's there....
Only 43 days!!!!
xoxoxoxo
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| Monday, August 13th, 2001
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4:32 pm
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WELL IT'S MONDAY ARVO AND I AM REALLY QUITE TIRED, TARA LEAVES 2MRW.*tear* AND I THINK THAT SUCKS!! BUT SHE'S BACK IN 3 WEEKS SO I GUESS THATS NOT TOO BAD.
TARA AND I ARE GOING TO VOLLEY BALL TOWATCH MARK 2NITE JUST SO WE'RE ALL TOGETHER ON HER LAST NIGHT....OHH!!
WELL IT'S ALMOST 5PM SO IM GONNA GO, TALK TMRW
XOXOxoxoox
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